Getting started

I feel adrift in my own life. No work, no school, no structure except that which I create for myself.  Have you ever wanted to do something, knowing it is God's will that you do that thing, but not know where to begin? 

Me too.

I lived in the Alaskan Bush for over 20 years. I have a lot of stories inside me, struggling to be free. I want to let them out to run free across the pages of a book. My struggle begins at the beginning - should this book be fact or fiction? If it is non-fiction, then it should be as true to life as possible, nothing embellished, and no literary license taken. In the immortal words of Joe Friday: Just the facts, ma'am. By my way of thinking, that could be summed up in one word. Boring!

So, I do not see an autobiography in my future. Remember, I lived that life; our adventures and trials were just part of living. We did the things we did because we had to; it was how we survived. It would be like someone writing a book about how they survived corporate life. One day was much like another, but combined, they were special, just like your life is to you and your family. 

That leaves fiction, or perhaps more accurately faction, fiction based on true-life events. Written in this genre would allow for more dialogue, embellishment, and combining several events into one or two to further the story. So that is what I will write...once I get started. 

Oh, that intimidating blank paper! How it is longing to be filled with symbols that represent letters, put together in such a way that they create words and phrases, morphing into sentences and paragraphs. Even better, morphing into something others want to read. 

I tried Once Upon a Time (for all the best stories thus begin), and, at the end of the page, a children's story had been written, then two, then three. In my mind's eye, I see illustrations for these stories, but I am not an artist. I showed them to several friends but heard nothing in return. Back to the beginning, starting again.

I often wonder how Paul got started. He was in prison, writing letters to friends most of the time. Not something I want to imitate, but he never forgot who his audience was or Who he was writing for; it was always to God's glory. 

So, I shall allot myself time each day to write/read/edit regardless of whether it will end on the cutting room floor or make it to print. I shall only wonder if the story is good enough once there is enough to be measured. I shall work to God's glory and forget my own.

Lord, Help me to always remember

that You are the Author of my life. You allowed me to 

live adventures that others cannot fathom. Guide my writing to Your glory and Honor.

Help me to show others Your power and Majesty as You

guided me through times of trial and times of plenty. 

In Jesus' name and in Christ alone,

Amen